When is it OK for a therapist to talk about their pants? The answer is (I hope đ¤) right now!
Putting on my therapy pants!
My training was in Transactional Analysis. The âtransactionâ is any interaction with another person, and one of the aspects that we âanalyseâ is what ego state someone is in when they are interacting with someone else.
Too much jargon? Sorry. But âego statesâ is really shorthand for describing a way of being that is related to past experiences â and I love this model because itâs really easy to understand.

There are three ego states â Parent, Adult and Child. When youâre in Adult, youâre operating in the here and now; itâs a useful state for problem-solving and for managing day-to-day concerns.
Your Parent ego state is influenced by messages from your parents and other care-givers or important authority figures in your life. Itâs the voice in your head that says âDonât speak with your mouth fullâ, âAlways put others before yourselfâ â and various other instructions and accepted wisdoms for getting on in life. Many of these help you get on and be accepted in society, but this voice can tip over into criticism and an internal voice that tells you youâre only OK if youâre keeping people happy, for example.
Your Parent can be nurturing as well, with messages like âYouâve overdone it this week, youâll get overwhelmed if you see too many peopleâ that can help you take care of yourself â but that can also tip over into âDonât run! Donât do anything spontaneous!â

Then your Child. Your Child often adapts to the Parent by responding to critical messages, and sometimes rebels by behaving badly, for example eating or drinking too much.
But you also have a Free Child somewhere in there. And this is the part that gets excited when it snowsâŚâŚâŚ..or enjoys swimming in the seaâŚâŚor doing some kind of fun or joyful activity. For some people, this little guy doesnât often get a look-in. It has its roots in a very young you, before all that conditioning and learning how to behave, and its focus is itself and what it wants. Selfish in a completely natural and positive way, itâs a vital part of your wellbeing!

“So what’s all this about your pants?”
(said nobody, as theyâre relieved Iâve got off the topic).
WELL, I was reminded of the simple Parent Adult Child model the other day when I needed to buy some undies (long overdue because I hate shopping except when itâs for food). My internal conversation when I got into M&S went something like this:
𩲠I need new pants. (Adult)
Which ones do I normally get?
𩲠You wonât be able to bring them back. (Parent)
𩲠Oh dear, Iâd better make the right choice. (Adapted Child)
Why do they have to change anything ever? This is too hard!
𩲠Look at these red stripey ones! (Free Child)
𩲠These ones look right. But where are they made? Have they got plastic in them? (Adapted Child)
𩲠Perhaps I should try and get ones that are comfortable for rowing in. (Nurturing Parent)
𩲠Iâd better get it right or itâs a waste of money if I canât return them. (Adapted Child/Critical Parent)
𩲠Why donât I try them on, thereâs a fitting room just here. (Adult)
𩲠OK, so which are the most ethical and also comfortable and right for every possible occasion? (Parent)
𩲠Look at the stripey ones! I WANT THE STRIPEY ONES! (Free Child)
Guess what? I bought the stripey ones. A daft illustration perhaps, but it gives a sense of how we can move between ego states from moment to moment â and it also shows how each state has their role to play.

People often assume when they first learn about this model that they should be in Adult all of the time. Weâre adults, right? But actually, the reality is that our Adult is often contaminated by the Parent or Child getting in on the act and having a little battle with each other out of awareness. If you find yourself using the word âshouldâ, thereâs a good chance that youâre in Parent mode.

In the dialogue above, the Parent was, at least some of the time, concerned that I was going to be comfy in my new pants. That would certainly have been my mumâs driving message when she was buying pants for me when I was little, which I guess equates to âbe sensibleâ in my head.
The Free Child was reminding me that joy in simple things â red stripes in this case â is OK.
So itâs not so much about it not being OK to be in our Parent or Child ego state, but it can be really helpful to increase our awareness of when we are being influenced by them â whether our response to something is based on the here and now or whether weâre being swayed by messages from our family history, or by beliefs of what keeps us safe from the imperfect logic we used to make sense of things in childhood.
One of my supervisors used to ask me â when I was feeling uncomfortable or unsettled about a choice I had to make âAre you making this decision from your Adult?â And that was really useful, because it would help me see that sometimes my decision-making was being influenced by a Parent-Child battle between âshouldsâ and beliefs of what I thought would âhelp people to like meâ.
Much of the work of therapy is often about integrating these ego states into our Adult so that they can bring their own wisdom, experience and sense of fun into our day to day experiencing. When Iâm working with clients, Iâll sometimes suggest that they pay attention to whatâs going on in their body, as often this can tell us something about what their Child is wanting, or is afraid of.
And every day when I get dressed I smile when I pull out a pair of stripey pants. đОđОđО

Reference: Berne, E. Transactional Analysis in Psychotherapy. New York, Grove Press 1961.